Thursday, August 12, 2004

"I believe there's a hero in all of us, even though sometimes we have to give up the things we love the most" as stated by Rosemary Harris who plays Aunt May in Spiderman 2.
I've never understood why people can never live without the things they love the most. Or maybe I don't really know because there's never been anything that I've wanted the most to give up? Or did I give up long ago and let that memory linger around to pass time?

"Everything that has a beginning has an end" as stated by whoever who plays the "Oracle" in The Matrix Revloutions. So its like my case had a beginning and had an ending if that was supposed to be the ending I guess. Ok stuff's still lingering around though

"Everything is ok in the end. If its not ok, its not the end" as stated by me :D (rather I read it somewhere) so basically its not the ending... Coz nothings ok!!
Or maybe Im being stupid coz everythings ok and it's the end?? And Im ok with it if it's the end. or am i not? I was always ok with it. Or did I get too used to it and learn to accept it? I accepted it long ago. But why can?t others accept it? Weird cases

My stats of the day:

woke up @ 1030

Reached Atlantis but couldnt find the 2nd statue room while playing Indiana Jones & the Fate of Atlantis

Just realised i think Antonio Domigues(however you spell his name) is a dumfuck and that Rick Forrester is the man of my dreams. If not him then Deacon Sharpe will do :D (For the tell tales, start watchin the Bold & the Beautiful)

The pics are of Sean Kanan (He plays Deacon Sharpe in the Bold & the Beautiful). Looks yummy right??

Currently yakkin with Niki

Currently downloadin King Arthur

Currently listenin to Where is the Love

Currently dreamin about ..........

Monday, July 26, 2004

My Attraction Quotient?

been picked up from the BT page 6

for all geminites: Their undecided thinkers. They can intellectualise and fabricate great fantasies but generally lack the vigour to follow it up.

i am?
i can?
did i?
i do?
i dont?
i what?
i when?
i what again?????

Saturday, July 24, 2004

Is it a sin, to love again
I cannot win this pain's not fair
And yes I climbed the highest mountain
And yes I painted you a pretty sky
Now you say its over
Forgot to tell you I am sorry
Never had the time to lie
Now its like a sad old story
Why do lovers always cry
I never had the time to worry
Never had the time to try
Now you say its over
Is it a sin, to love again
You broke me in
This won't repair
And yes I fell for you so madly deeply
And yes I want to hold you by my side
Now you say its over
Forgot to tell...
And yes I want to tell you I am angry
And yes I need to look you in the eye
Now you say its over
Forgot to tell... 

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

As I look into your eyes I see the sunrise
The light behind your face helps me realise
Will we sleep and sometimes love until the moon shines
Maybe the next time I'll be yours and maybe you'll be mine
I don't know if it's even in your mind at all
It could be me
At this moment in time
Is it in your mind at all
It should be me, it could be me
Wandering through life will love come home to you
And the love you want forever, will they be true to you
At this moment in time
Love's indescribable
It should be me, it could be me
Easy, ready, willing, over time
Where does it stop where do you dare me to draw the line
You've got the body now you want my soul
Don't even think about it say no go 

Monday, July 12, 2004

Laws of Attraction...??

shameless enough and yet i did it once again. bunked my tuts and ran off to watch laws of attraction. and i also learned a few "laws" myself. i ill start yapping of by describin these two "bastards". well so i was on my usual boy-watching spree
and there was this one feller, with a blue tee with yellow checks, and this other feller with a blue tee which had black sleeves. and it so happened that the feller(blue tee with yellow checks) happened to kick butt and the other sucked!
so while i was busy yapping about the blue hunk to my pals (unfortunatly forgot to specify which blue "hunk", the yummy or the yucky)it so happened that the yucky happned to overhear me yapping about some blue "hunk" and the dog thought i was yapping aout him and well all bloody red in face and oooohhhh forget it. ill rest my case.


Sunday, July 11, 2004

REV 22:20 (Ladies Version)

Don't be aroused by my confession unless you don't give a good goddamn about redemption. I know Christ is coming and so am I. You would too if the sexy devil caught your eye, he'll suck you dry...Soon you'll cry to be back in his bosom to do it again. He'll make you weep and moan and cry to be back in his bosom to do it again...

Pray? Shall I go blind? Pray? Cos nobody ever survives!
Praying to stay in your arms just until I can die a little longer
Saviors and saints, devils and demons alike. He'll eat you alive!

Jesus is risen it's no surprise even he would martyr his momma to ride to hell between those thighs... The pressure is building at the base of my spine. If I gotta sin to see him again then I'm gonna lie and lie and lie. He'll make you cry! I'll sell my soul to be back in your bosom and gladly help. Please suck me dry and still you'll cry to be back in his bosom! Do it again!

My pulse has been rising, my temples are burning, the pressure is so overwhelming and building. So steady and heavy I'm ready to blow. He waits, what is He waiting for?

Friday, June 18, 2004

Rains... Bah!

hell why did God create rain anyway? rain sucks... it makes me bloody well wet and stinky and smelly(yuck) and spoils my hair and spoils my bag and spoils my pants and spoils my shoes(my first love) and most of all SPOILS MY WIND CHEATER! and eventually spoils my mood. being drenched is like probably one of the worst things that can happen to anyone. especially if someone of that "anyone" happens to like be me. yesterday was the third bloody time i got bloody well drenched for no bloody reason. hmph
someone really does hate me.... waaaahh! im never getting outta my place till the bloody monsoons end...!! damn it... bah...!

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

I hate anonymous comments

why the hell do you half the people comment anonymously? or however you spell the damned word? how the heck am i supposed to knw whose posting what and when? what the heck i hate all you people for this. ummm, err... well not all....!

Saturday, June 12, 2004


And i finally saw potter part 3 yesterday (globus). ooooooooooooooooou groovy as it was, the book was still better. again there was no "bastard" sitting behind me. shit man. mals gets all the luck. so thats how it got kinda boring too.

and afterwards we went into globus. and my friend wanted to try on this tee. so he went into the changing room and wore the tee and came back out (leaving his own tee inside the changing room) and was checking himself out in the mirror long enough for someone else to go into the same changing room. the dog who went into the changing room bloody well refused to come out for like a whole half hour man. WTF was that person doing in there? so my friend was stuck wearing the globus tee. and i was mad enough to ask him to try out the swimming trunks as well. shamless rather???. yeah ok im shamless all right. more than all the other girls too. but what the heck? i love being shamless anyhow. lol. yeah so i was fuming coz i wanted to go home and that dog or whatever in the changing room was refusing to get "his" ass outta there. ask me how i know that the person in the changing room was a "he"? well coz after i knocked (and later banged)the door for the idiot inside to get his bloody ass out and got no reply... i shamlessly bent down and looked under the door...!! i looked under to see if there was someone really inside or if the door was just plain stuck!!
and GUESS WHAT I SAW.....!!! there was someone inside. and he was trying on the same trunks i asked my friend to try on. now obviously a girl wont try on trunks right?

Thursday, June 10, 2004

Beggars are doing part of "it" PUBLICLY!!!

gawd talk about moderniation. ok i dont know if the correct word is modernization anyhow. i remember once shea was complaining about the fact that girls like jatinder (yeah i know its a guys name)and all had these boyfriends and all in the states and stuff and how "normal" gals like us didnt. well that was kinda wierd. heck a boyfriend in the states of all places... WHAT THE HECK?

and to top it all on ym wa home today i see these 2 beggars on the road making out. oh heck whats the world coming too? and it just wasnt a pretty sight. hell so now i do believe the fact that these guys get inspired from movies. SHIT...!!! cow...!!!